We didn’t make it in, and now I feel really bad about it. I let my hopes and expectation get the best of me and not making it in, I feel especially bad towards Sarah, who was supposed to be entering with me; and after all the nagging to get the colouring done, I feel I own her an apology.

Sorry Sarah. (I’ll try and make it up to you)

Well what does that mean for me.
Most of my holiday and future plans was based round fight in that tournament so now I’m not too sure.
I think I’ll go back to SDL and try to start up AON again or maybe I’ll have a go at one of my comic ideas with no time limit to get me down.
I have my new Wacom tablet and am still in an art mood.

Ok, so I haven’t submitted a journal in a while, I really haven’t had much going on in my life. I been reading other people's journals and been thinking how much is going on in other people’s lives and so little that is in mine.

But before I go all emo like the last journal, I did see 30 day's of night and I can honestly say I wasn’t really for it at the beginning and still wasn’t for it at the end. There was no real story line or explanation and each of the characters was so brave and self sacrifice to save the other sheep like characters that they happily die over and over again so the rest have three more minutes of life before the vampire’s got to them. But then the other characters were like the first lot of characters in their bravery and sacrificing nature and didn’t want the first lot to die so died instead of them. WTF
It got to the point that I stopped caring about who was going to live because the only interesting one died about 2/3rd of the way in.

I (of course) have been doing artwork and have been drawing every night for the past month trying to get my style down to a mint. I think I’m improving slowly. But I’ve really got to think about the comics. I’ve got so many ideas but I just cant get round to getting it down on paper.

What a lovely birthday morning to wake up to tipping down rain and be continuously asked if I want an apple drink.
But I can’t complain because I’ve been arranging cinema for the last week and (to make a long story short) no one could come and I was told at the last min.
And I got a big bag of sweets that I can’t really eat because of two mouth ulcers and a sore thought.
And I got a lot of cards. Well I would have if it wasn’t for the postal strike... and I ordered halo three… a week ago. Still hasn’t come.
But it's ok because I have a new phone and I've already called the same wrong number twice.
Yay for being 19.

On other note. My art work skill has seem to stuck on 'ok, but I don’t think this is good enough for posting again, so the work on the NL comic again being held back till I’m happy with it.. But it is being done which is the important thing. I think.
but I will be posting bit's of fan art of well know and unknown charters to see if my new style is any good, so have a look out for that, I might do something of yours.

Just one more thing that I have to say it's just that random.
A mate of mine was drawing in the college canteen were the rest of the class was up in the lecture theatre and this girl comes up to him and start's telling him her life story.. (I know I’m not a good story teller and some of you might be thinking that lucky sod getting a girl coming up to him and so on) .. But the thing was she was telling him how she got pregnant three times.. wtf!!! There is more to it but I can’t be bothered to tell ya.

Ok that's it!! I look forward to getting present and card from you people. And what ever you do, don’t get me one of those danm walking dogs!
Have a nice day

I know I haven’t submitted a journal yet but I’ve been on Deviantart for more then a year and I haven’t even made it to the 1000 mark yet. TT
So I’ve said to my self, this is now a good time to really set a fresh.

I haven’t added any good work in a while with the exception of 'ghost rider' and now I’m looking back at my work thinking how much I really did suck at art. But I’ve gotten a lot better and I’m ready to start adding a fresh new style with all the aspects of finally getting round to starting the NL comic as well as another project I’ve been thinking about for the past few months.

So what I’m really saying is 'get ready watchers for a whole new Sam’s…art style.'



But befor that I achly need to draw something.